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Cali, is is good to hear from you. I am glad to hear work wise things are going well. That is important. I am truly sorry to hear about Chris.
I know how that is. I hope you will be ok, and give your self plenty of time to heal. If you ever need someone to talk to I am always here, so feel free to PM me if you would like.

Enojy your drink thing and time out with crazy ass blitty. I am sure that will help cheer you up.

Much love cali, be well.
 
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Cali, is is good to hear from you. I am glad to hear work wise things are going well. That is important. I am truly sorry to hear about Chris.
I know how that is. I hope you will be ok, and give your self plenty of time to heal. If you ever need someone to talk to I am always here, so feel free to PM me if you would like.

Enojy your drink thing and time out with crazy ass blitty. I am sure that will help cheer you up.

Much love cali, be well.
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Cami, to be fair the warning signs were there early on with Chris. But, like most of us it was sex b4 logic with the ignored expectation that inevitable pain can be dealt with at a later time.

Still, she's a hottie and (if she chooses to) wont have a problem with finding another guy and may/may not repeat the same process, thus destroying a little more innocence within than b4...

Cali, i know its life experience and all but was the self loathing afterwards really outweighed by the fun at the time??
 
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Cali, is is good to hear from you. I am glad to hear work wise things are going well. That is important. I am truly sorry to hear about Chris.
I know how that is. I hope you will be ok, and give your self plenty of time to heal. If you ever need someone to talk to I am always here, so feel free to PM me if you would like.

Enojy your drink thing and time out with crazy ass blitty. I am sure that will help cheer you up.

Much love cali, be well.
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Thanks girl. I'm actually handling it really well. Chris fucked up and went AWOL for 2 weeks after an entire summer where he was "too busy" to see me except for one night here and there. It was building up and got pretty ridiculous. I finally hit a wall and told him to get his shit together and stop fucking around with me and my emotions- told him it wasn't fair to me and I didn't deserve to be treated like some random hookup after we've been dating for two years. I basically said "either start treating me how I deserve to be treated or I'm going to have to walk away". I never expected him to go totally AWOL like a kid hiding from possibly getting in trouble. So then instead of calling me like a decent human being, or better yet talk to me face to face, he sent me a break up text message. That was the moment I knew he truly does not care about me at all anymore, so I'm much better off with out him. I will miss the amazzzzzzing sex. But I will not miss the constant frustration and emotional roller coaster.

Thanks for letting me vent that all out.

Looks like u are having an awesome summer :) what's new in ur world? How's engaged life treating you?
 
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Cami, to be fair the warning signs were there early on with Chris. But, like most of us it was sex b4 logic with the ignored expectation that inevitable pain can be dealt with at a later time.

Still, she's a hottie and (if she chooses to) wont have a problem with finding another guy and may/may not repeat the same process, thus destroying a little more innocence within than b4...

Cali, i know its life experience and all but was the self loathing afterwards really outweighed by the fun at the time??
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Thank you for the compliment and yes it was deffinately sex before anything else. I look forward to meeting someone who can satisfy me sexually as well as emotionally and with commitment and respect. There is absolutely no self loathing, I don't regret any thing with Chris.
 
Xpy, I think that the love you can share with someone can be worth it. I do not know about one asspect outweighing the other, but it can worth it.
In Cali's case, all I can say is the heart wants what it wants. It know now logic nor reason like that of the mind.
She was inlove, and she is young, one day she will learn.
 
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Thanks girl. I'm actually handling it really well. Chris fucked up and went AWOL for 2 weeks after an entire summer where he was "too busy" to see me except for one night here and there. It was building up and got pretty ridiculous. I finally hit a wall and told him to get his shit together and stop fucking around with me and my emotions- told him it wasn't fair to me and I didn't deserve to be treated like some random hookup after we've been dating for two years. I basically said "either start treating me how I deserve to be treated or I'm going to have to walk away". I never expected him to go totally AWOL like a kid hiding from possibly getting in trouble. So then instead of calling me like a decent human being, or better yet talk to me face to face, he sent me a break up text message. That was the moment I knew he truly does not care about me at all anymore, so I'm much better off with out him. I will miss the amazzzzzzing sex. But I will not miss the constant frustration and emotional roller coaster.

Thanks for letting me vent that all out.

Looks like u are having an awesome summer :) what's new in ur world? How's engaged life treating you?
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Amzing sex is hard to come by. I'm am glad you are handling it well. The whole txt break up is very immature and I am proud of you for finally standing up and realizing you deserve to be treated better. Never give a man power to treat you so bad. Ever.

Engaged life is good. Still has it's ups and downs, but such is life. We really just try to enjoy eachothers company and get out as much as we can while the weather is still nice. Work, busy as well for us. but that is good. I like staying as busy as possible.


Did you hang with Blitty this weekend, did he behave himself?!
 
Cali, ty. Speaking from similar personal experience can say that amazing sex can be largely attributed to the fact u were seldomly together from what u were saying.

Absence does indeed make the heart grow fonder. I wish u best of luck in finding what ur looking for...
 
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it appears xpy has a settled mind, camp roguey primarily targets the mind and world views , i like the way he expresses himself, he might not need us

the weight just comes off itself once the head is running straight, it's a none issue really
 
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