i was with chris friday 11am - today 1pm.
makes me feel like this going into it:
But i end up like this in my head:
so we do this:
so i get like this:
then we do A LOT OF THIS:
Then we took a break saturday night and he went out with his friends and i went out with a new friend...
i met her a few weeks ago but last night we went out and had dinner and drinks.
then chris and i met back up at my apt at 3am (we both got home around the same time)
so look back at prior gifs.
then today he tells me he wants to rent a room in nyc for when he goes out and stuff, and i'm like, "why? u can just stay here" and it just reminds me that we really are just fuck buddies.
and then when i try to explain the situation to people i get these responses:
and i just respond like this, since they just don't understand that my heart soars for him even though its all bullshit:
then like this when i realize they're all right:
because this is me after a weekend with chris: