I’m not sure if I feel too old to post here at times but I do feel as though the is a concerted effort on the part of the core group to make certain things more of a big deal than they are.
Maybe Die Antwood really is all the rage around here but it seems forced. Maybe there are posters that believe Shanty is a real poster actually living in Pakistan but it just seems phony. Sometimes it’s like there is such an effort to make things appear to be more cool or hip than they really are or an attempt to make certain conversation more or less relevant than they are.
It does seem at times it becomes a competition around here to see who can make the most outlandish thing all the rage. Whether that is a misconception on my part or and inside joke on the part of others I don’t know.
None of this makes me not want to be here or I would have already been gone but it does make me not fully understand the makeup and the direction of the forum. I like the people that are here even if I don’t fully understand everyone.
I don’t spend every waking moment worrying about it but I would be lying if I didn’t sometimes wonder if I am too old, too irrelevant, not hip enough or just not cut out for certain places I post at.