too long to read this entire thread. I would just buy them, have someone or a few people to do them with you, and enjoy it. Not worth haggling over since it isn't the easiest drug to find.
All I could think of is growing up, there was a kid down the street. He told all the retard jokes, made fun of them, did imitations of a retard at the circus, etc. Turns out his first child is retarded.
I'm sure the majority want to return home. That is where they live and have family. Maybe some could use it as an inspiration to come over if they want somewhere down the line.
It is a reward to them.
I had seconds thoughts. Just because someone is havin "just one of those days that a guy goes through. When I'm angry inside, don't want to take it out on you.".